So many things happened during the past year. I saw you recently. You didn't deserve that, its not even your fault and to make you feel better i had been living in guilt till today. Your friend was right, i was afraid. There are just too many betrayals and reasons why i shouldn't have accepted not only yours but also my feelings. I know how much it hurts if I'm gonna pretend nothing happened and continue staying in your life as a friend. That's the reason i choose to delete me from your life once and for all. I know its painful, but even now i believe its the best way for both of us. I'm having a mixed feeling, i hope that you will read this post someday and eventually forgive me but i am also too ashamed to have you reading this. Whatever the case is, i hope you have already gotten over me and started looking for the love you rightfully deserve.